I had that for over 20 years Qatarisun, but I wasn't required to be a mother. It all fell apart when I desired a longterm relationship with a girlfriend. You see...Women can forgive a lot of one night stands but they just can't tolorate your desire for a long term relationship with another woman. So delete everything and close those browers before you go out golfing guys..Unless you want all your stuff out in the yard when you get home later