It is all how one takes things in life and the courage to battle it out all the way. I was born in a very rich family but things for me began to change when I lost both my parents at the age of 11. I came under the care of my uncle who was white-collar crook. I could not get along with him. At the age of 14 I took courage, left his house and walked out to face the world. I battled it out all the way, never ever thinking of suicide. I have had a very successful life. But, it is now after all these years after fighting it out, that I feel I am now losing. There is no job for several months and I don't know what I will be doing if I get back to my city which is in the grip of terrorists.