You don't seem excessively Bipolar at all!

Mood swings happpen to all of us.. Some are just aware of it, while some channelise this phenomena in their activities..Sometimes it is channelised positively, sometimes negatively.

You will miss your life which was there back home, but the fact that you decided to come here was surely for a better reason.. Stick to your guns.. Hold on.

If you feel a sudden mood change, attempt to understand why it is happening and think positively to gauge your mood...