i do not know what to write, but if i try to go to city center or tlak to my office mates, i feel more depressed i see them happy. I do not feel like eating so my heath and work is also affected. i tried himalya ant-depression medicine also but i think since i cannot share the vows it is eating me inside. More than the problems i feel tired of making money. i know my daughetr, wife and parents will be sad but i have dpne my part of making money for them and i thik thats want eveybody wants to earn money more than other is making.