Please do not even think about suicide.. surely your parents are suffering enough, don't cause them more heartache!Your parents obviously must have a lot of hopes and dreams for you both..don't destroy what may very well be their will to live too. I know how you feel...trust me I do! Know you are not to be blamed here..you are all been trialled and you must always be on "survival and determined to succeed" mode not "cop out fast" mode. Just keep up the job hunt. I actually know of at least one guy below the age of twenty, who got a job here in Qatar despite not having a college education at all. Maybe your first job might not be as great as you'd like it to be but hey you gotta start somewhere. Have faith and be patient..Inshallah you will succeed soon!