~I know i'm not that smart but i think i'm not that dumb either...i wouldn't even consider telling him about my feelings if he's never given any signs...being friends for so long make things really complicated. i'm sure i wasn't imagining things when he gave a hostile reaction when i asked his opinion about me meeting up with my ex...but hey, about what you said, that's a thought i really must consider seriously. thanks again, maybe he is not really that into me...sad but it just might be true...