Do what you think is right, just keep searching. Please bear in mind that I didn't exert any effort in being a Muslim, I was born with it, the effort I did and still endeavoring is to become a good one.
You weren't born with it, so your journey is harder than mine, specially if you're not convinced with who you are or what you have. I guess this is the same reason why Allah pointed out that those who struggle more, would feel the sweetness of the truth they've found or been guided to, that's a reward in itself.
Do what you think is right, just keep searching. Please bear in mind that I didn't exert any effort in being a Muslim, I was born with it, the effort I did and still endeavoring is to become a good one.
You weren't born with it, so your journey is harder than mine, specially if you're not convinced with who you are or what you have. I guess this is the same reason why Allah pointed out that those who struggle more, would feel the sweetness of the truth they've found or been guided to, that's a reward in itself.
Salam