Moonlight 2000, I just read your previous few posts. I now understand your situation. Your bf is most probably a decent guy and made a very difficult decision. You should trust that it is for the best because he must know you very well too and love you very much not to force you to do what you would not want to. Even if you think that you would do anything to stay together, it's an emotional decision and one he knows you will probably regret sometime in the future when your emotions are settled.

I suggest you pray and lean on God. He was where I found my strength and peace within. (Probably after you settle yourself and stop blaming God).

I'll say that my situation mentioned above was different - my ex was a real cad and a sorry excuse for a man. But the relationship was not torn apart by religion. This is also the reason why I avoid getting involved with muslim men, despite the fact that many are damn cute and almost everything that I look for. Ah well...

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