I had the same case, im arab and i was in love with filipina, for two years. and i was dreaming to marry her, but we had so many obstacles made continuity of our relation impossible. so we had to break up for the sake of both of us. it was so painful, but i had to accept it, we knew no marriage will be between us, and shes getting older, so i had to let her go,she might find her Mr right.