Some incidents in the life that you can't manipulate . This is fate . And I believe even if you talked with him , nothing was changed . If a man decides to suicide , he does . No one can stop him , you can only delay the happening . We don't know what happened to the poor old man before , but it is obvious that he suffered too much , and no one could help him .

Yes , you have to feel guilty and pain , it reminds us our humanity and we have heart . But you are not responsible of his death . Probably , most of us even didn't care him . You feel guilty , because you cared to him , you felt sad when you saw him first time . Ask

I know a man who was barman in the place I used to visit . Everytime , he said that he will kill himself oneday . We talked too much with him , life is good , life is beatiful , lots of things to do , he has a daughter etc. etc. One day , I visited the same bar . He said " Life is disgusting , I can't stand anymore , I will kill myself " . Frankly to say I fed up to listen his complaints and didn't bother to talk with him . Just leave the bar and sit to the my friends' table .

Next day , we heard that Berkant ( the barman's name ) hanged himself . I feeled a deep guilty that I even didn't bother to listen him , just ran away from him .

Sometimes I see him in my dreams that he is alive and I am trying to convince him not to repeat it again .

All I can advise to you is that you have to look forward .