...but as I tell many QLers in your situation,
"get an effing grip!"

I know it may not sound like the best advice! ...and definately not the most sympatetic, but trust me! Most people have either been there or will oneday, sometimes many times, and it hurts like hell each and everytime!
However, resentment with destroy you more than loneliness!

What doesn't kill you will make you stronger, and I know you're going to be one tough cookie! Let it go bro! ...and move on!

"...You might have seen a housefly, maybe even a superfly, but I bet you ain’t never seen a donkey fly. Ha, Ha, Ha..." Donkey