Talk to my wife, she is the nuclear power plant that inspires me, drives me from zero to monster in 3.5 seconds.

I certainly hope this will suffice. Perhaps you could see some reason in this, use it as a tool to be the leader you want to be. But please, do not settle for things that are less, if you are capable of so much better.

I commend you for your post
"Judge a man by his questions rather than by his answers." by Francois Marie Voltaire (he is also Batanggenio)