As gorgeous your words are, as guilty they made me feel. Unfortunately, they caused me pain than content.

I am not intending to shock you my friend, but, Allah is my witness, I did not come here with the intention to contribute to improve Qatar.

Yes, I DO believe in good deeds, benefiting and non-harm of others. Being here in Qatar achieves the purpose of applying my knowledge and skills to help others, in the general sense.

Yet I came to this country for totally professional and personal reasons. To prove myself, take up more professional responsibilities, challenge myself and my society as a responsible independent Egyptian Muslim girl, defeat my anxiety of always wanting to feel protected and then the pay (although I’m well off back home).

I intended to work here for a few months to achieve the above, now it’s my third year, why? Because,as I always repeatedly say, I love this country and grateful.

I was offered to work with other countries, 2 offers are still on, with pay 75% more than what I earn now. I refused both because I am against the regime in both countries, and working there will only make me a true hypocrite. Here I am not feeling hypocrite at all. On the contrary, I am more inclined towards my client (Qatari Client) than towards my own company (foreign). I am working hard to implement their business requirements, to the fullest of my power and authority.

I participated, though African, in the Asian Games, initially, yet my heart was not totally dedicated to it. I think it is something about patriotism and eagerly wanting to see the flag of my country there.

Please do not fire at me, I was just thinking loudly and sharing my feelings towards your words that are still resonating in my head and heart.

Eish da3wa ma yseer chidi ya ryyal! Ana waied aheb getar, Allah yerhem waldaik we yselmek men kel shar.

I'm proud of you.
Salam