There is absolutely no necessity for you to show daredevil acts with your poor medical conditions. What is the use of a 11,000 feet hike. Spend money on useful things..

Also There is absolutely no necessity for you to build muscles with your poor medical conditions.

If you have panic attacks, definitely there is some issue with your body ...and when I read through your words..I can see lot of anxiety...and ...far away from practical...

You want to go to a Gym and it should have nice decoration...what the hell does decoration has got to do with a gym...go treat your mental problems for anxiety first.

Sorry for my words...I speak straight..