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Tears on my pillow

I can't really sleep without hugging my pillow, it's my best friend and mate :O)

Back to the topic
I don't think that living alone is that bad, in fact for me it is better
You can see whomever you want, but in the end of the day you have your own world, where nobody can put his/her nose.
Just put yourself together, you will be good
and believe me, living alone is better than being with some kind people