She is from this world " not lately, i think she became from the under world", don't want want to mention where exactly because people they judge based n nationalities and love is blind, anyway I use to be a psychiatris for people who suffers from love echs and i usually help them but I endup making them fall for me, so make sure f u suggest psychiatrist he would be a man so I don't fall for him. I started long time back to write a book which it would be a revolution n love it's called " the new theory of love" it talkes about there is no love other than the love we have to our selfs and love is like a mirror and we don't love the person infront of us but we love our image she or he reflect to us and that's y we keep loving a person who is not so nice to us according to all the standards, but he or she just reflect our image n the way we want to c our selfs, I know u won't agree n that but have long discussion with me and I will convence u with what I wrote, but I quit writing the book because I hate long write and I switch to poetry writing, people r suprized that's me the guy who doesn't know how to write other than seciantific equations and numbers is writing peom and books now, strange right, anyway people here including u help me to keep my time busy and trust in this world, I lately gave up n how nice people can be specially after I fail to make my love forgive me or wait for me. Thanks all.