Can't undo my decision of coming here because I spent the last year beging and fighting my company to base me here, and yes I lost alot by this but even f I have the chance to go back I won't go back, iam looking for new fresh clean start. I use to fight my pain by doing wrong things and using people unintentionally to move on, but I don't want to go through that wrong circle again and I am welling to face more hard time alone just to start right this time