Believe we did that before and iam the one who keeps coming back to her, I just had made my world rotating around her and even f she is just a normal typical person but I started to imagine her existing in everything my life and think about her in every second n my day and believe that, she is not bad and I did wrong things to her to and maybe worst than what she did who knows but just can't keep waiting and want to fix totally now which she is not ready for or leave which I can't also, by the way am not a just job less loser, am a very well educated man n a High managerial position n construction field even f am not yet 30 years old and am n control of hundreds people working under me doing a multi millions project but still can control my heart or even my breath tears with her, never cried n my life but now it's a daily task and started to hate myself for that