its mean other people arround you have influence on your life.. Feel pitty for you.. You are just a follower.. sorry.. 

if you quitted for two years.. why you started again... 

We have guys in office who smoked alot before.. but they didn't started again.. 

and i consume 15-25 per day.. depend upon the situation, if i am busy out ov office and not driving then max, if in office and straight to home, then less..