She often tells me how lucky she is to have met me, and how I changed her life for her and her family, how she thanks God. Now she is able to attend college and be a mother to her 9 year old son, instead of always being away. Now her family has the titles to their land, now they have pigs and caribou and wells for water and next month a tricycle. Believe me, Olive, if you consider this "payment for services", it would have been cheaper to hire a hooker from Intercon. I do it out of compassion for her, because I have feelings for her. But circumstances are that we have to be apart.