I really can imagine what you are going through. And I am sure your hubby is a great guy who supports you all the while. But there is one strange thing is some life happenings. You really have to reach the bottom before you start to rise up again.

Maybe this is the final point of suffering for you. You have reached the final frontier of pain and discomfort. Now your release will come. Some lessons in this life are like this. You will never forget till eternity.