I can totally understand your feelings. I have been here just over 3 month and its sure been a ride! I had The feeling of being isolated as I am in a stand alone villa, 2 small kids and no car, not as many friends or family as back home which was very hard to deal with.

I never though the feeling of hate and sadness towards being here would pass but 3 months on I can I can honestly say it does get easier. I wish you all the best and just keep ya chin up :-)