I understand you completely and im a (yeah i got one) a man!
Its hard enough being a kid when your mums dirty at your dad and the way she looks at her son! and him growing up!
let alone a mother who was raped having to love 2 kids she was forced to have through force its self! if you get me?
that girl is goign to grow up wierd, the kids will probably grow up on the streets being spawn of so called satan! I mean the church although pushing for there birth will probably house them in some orphanage because the mums 9yrs old and too young! And always having rubbed in your face that you were the resulting factor of yoru mum being raped at 9 doesnt i guess do much for self asteem on all acounts! I am sure the kids them selves will be questioning there own existance at some point in there lives thinking who was the wanker that let us live!
Youd think the church would look at it like she was raped and isnt that an act of satan or something?
And they would do everything possible to defeat the evilness! I mean surely the gracious god they reckon is above cant have condoned some old bloke raping a 9 year old girl!
I dont believe in god one bit and ill say it too his face if i ever see him, I mean theres all these people wanting to see him yet he wont even show his face?
we only know up until this exact point in time what someone else has told us, and the content has been dreamt up by someone elses imagination!

I also have another question for him (god)! How can he stand by and watch some old man have sex with a 9 year old kid whos body is not formed enough to bare a child! and then listen to his house of cathars sit back and argue more about the feotus and wether or not it should be born!

I am sure if he is that understanding a bloke he would respect me enough to befriend me no matter what my opinion be!