i think you all got me wrong ,i am not in selfpitty ,i think what you all is looking in this Ql is just wanne have fun and enjoy ,never serious about anything ,Do you know what it's like to be me? Go through something not everyone can see? Do you know what it's like to walk in my shoes? Please stop judging me simply cause I'm not you... sorry for disturbing in your fun time. Things are going crazy and I'm not sure who to blame. Everything is changing and I don't feel the same. I'm slipping through the cracks of floors I thought were strong. I'm trying to find a place where I feel like I belong