pretty maybe you deserve a chance!
Seems you can stil faith for yourself.
You may have never done it before, but you know you can do it.

That's faith in yourself.

"The greater our faith, the better we become," said Earl Nightingale.

should write ourselves positive notes, and put them on the mirror, just for this very circumstance. "I am positive." "I believe in myself." "I have faith in myself." "I am capable of accomplishing anything." "I am worthwhile." "I am loved."

Without faith in our worth and in our abilities, we can't accomplish anything.

"If a person believes he's not much of a person, that's what he is,"
Our faith -- or lack thereof -- becomes a self-fulfilling prophecy, forever to determine our future.
It can lay the groundwork for exciting, vibrant days to come, or can forever condemn us to becoming an also-ran; a has-been; or, worse yet, a "never-was."

In order to succeed, it is essential we build up the faith we have in ourselves, or develop faith if none currently exists.
GOOD LUCK!
NEXT TIME, NO MERCY! :p
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Everybody should believe in something. I believe I'll have another drink."
-- W.C. Fields