"Only in Dreams never in reality"

I am angry..why he choosed my room to do sin? I am angry because i knew his family....I am angry because why he will buy me watch and exchange for my room??? I am angry......my apartment,,its my house,,,i can not imagine what they will do insie....I am cowboy i am not so delicate but i can not sleep in my bed, sit in my sofe, dance in my rug  imagining things...i hope you knew what i mean...

And i need to harden my heart to be mad for so long until he will learn his lesson