As I'm sure you know that a real troll such as yourself (thanks for the baby photo earlier) stands a cut above the rest of us. I am certain that very few of us understand exactly what you are talking about, but I'll give it a try...is the hXmXsXxuXl topic you are referring to the combination of you, your maid, and Renee getting together? Don't be ashamed, I understand you can't help it and I'm certain we won't hold it against you either...in fact I applaud your openness and freedom to do as you wish...even if it is to supplement your income in a not so popular profession from a societal perspective.