But I don't think the issue is as simple as it sounds ie either black or white....at least not for me....by not being religious I meant I haven't fully embraced islam in practice....but I wouldn't convert to any other religion because I think islam is the only way to go....this probably doesn't make any sense to you and neither does it to me but it is what it is and I can't help the way I feel....maybe I'm agnostic?