ending things is very difficult...i sometimes fall into phase where i cant think, i cant work and i become self destructive...those were the younger days...now it seems like i just cant get any sleep, whenever i close my eyes i think of that last moment we had, how he looked and felt that last time we spent together...after indulging myself with all that hurting crap...i go out with my friends (hoping that i wouldnt bump into him anywhere) back on the prowl...and if someone catches my interest i make sure i get to bring him the same night to forget...

-CERTAMVS!-