Everyone of us is Gay.

Sexuality, masculinity and femininity is like a colour chart fading from blue one end to pink the other.

Very few are at either end, so we are all somewhere between the two.

I would put myself nearer the middle personaly.

I have asked myself if I could have sex with a man, but while there are women around I can't see myself ever doing it.

Because I don't find men sexually atractive.

I can recognize beauty in a male but I have no desires for them.

Whereas I do with women.

Thats how I know.

If I hadn't allowed myself to think it through I would just be following convention.

Imagine growing up as part of an experiment with a load of other kids but no role modles for sexuality.
You fancy someone and your instincts draw you to them.
But then someone says "you can't like them, you have to like one of the others".

That is what it must be like for people growing up gay.

My friend Niel has known he was gay since a very early age, so I can't believe they can be made.

It dun't really matter.