i really need a support pls read till the end

Hello everyone, 

Honestly i wasn't  expecting i would write this but i reached the limit and we are humans in the end  and  sometimes we face a challenge or a struggle we cannot stand . im a resident in doha,  7 years ago i had a credit from the bank i used it for prsonal needs back home, i was working and suddenly lost my job during the pandemic  i was umemployed for almost one year and half . there was no way to solve this and pay my depts. i received court cases and ban travels and i was blocked cant renew my QID or even license and  if i find a job i cannot continue because i couldnt transfer my sponsorship. i was trying my best from here and there but no luck. thanks god i didnt go to jail but i was blocked of everything , i was handscuffed ,  end of 2021  i found a job  and  there where i worked 6 months and during the probabtion period i was receiving the salary in checks. i was collecting the checks and struggling at the same time i had really bad time i was collecting the checks then decided to  in=cashed them and went to the bank to pay a percentage of the loan. even though i still need to pay the full outstanding amount plus the rest of the total amount. i struggled a lot the bank was getting 60% of my salary with the 40% i was paying rent other personal depts and expenses. i wasn't easy but i had no option. i've worked 2 years only to pay the bank and wasn't thinking of my self, End of 2023 the company was shut down, since then im unemployed again i feel its hard than before couldn't get a job struggling to survive there are things i can't even tell to my self and i do not want to remember. i was alone none stood up for me or helped, i accepted my destiny. its hard and was really a nightmare again now almost one year im not working and  again im drowning in depts but i'm happy that i paid the bank i still have only 4000$ outstanding but i'm not working and couldn't find a job. im not well and  i did not see my family for years and i really want to leave atleast for a visit. that's why i appreciate any of you guys if there is a chance to support me just to pay the bank so i can be free again and go home. to avoid any type of defamation i couldn't give my details but if anyone wants to help me can email me and if you require proof there will no problem, 5 years of struggle ...anyone wants to help can do transfer directly to bank i don't want cash. i can meet i can provide anything you want ,again i would greatly appreciate any support. 

Thanks in advance

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