Sorry, I misunderstood. But even then, I firmly believe that suicide does not help solve problems of life. If you are in that sort of terrible and painful situation, you can seek the help of National Human Rights Committee. They will advise you and guide you. They may even call your employer. This action may result in your employer terminating your services in retaliation and sending you home but they will not be able to force you to pay any amount as compensation. You can mention this in your petition form if you decide to go to NHRC. They will take care of this.