I am not going to put him down. I was extremely frustrated when i wrote the post originally. There is a back story. This cat came to me when it was few weeks old , motherless and accompanied by two siblings. He had a very harsh eye injury due to which he stayed at the clinic for a while for treatment (his retina exploded because something hooked into his eye) . The first idea was to let the kitties stay in the streets and to feed them . But the other two kitties were run over by a car. Now, i can only feed them at the place i stay , where else would i keep them ? . The place i stay is not safe due to which the two kittens i left were killed. Now this one remains - he is still too small to survive in the heat and conditions outside . I didnt want to see him die like the others , which is why i was considering putting him down . Thats not an option anymore, though.