To all people who's giving an advice or comment regarding to my problem, thank you so much.
now as I decided to forgive him it doesn't mean that we are together as a couple now.
I decided to leave him, to forgive him And I will forget him as well. The anger that I feel will not help me. So
im thinking right now is my baby that God's gave me.
I will treasure him. And he will not be worry because to all the people who knows him as a good and a responsible husband it will remain the same especially to my family. I've learned a lesson for being with him.
thanks once again to all of you.