Hats off to all those historic leaders who stood strong even if they were alone.. even when the whole community were plotting death against them.. even when their bodies were cut in to pieces...even when they were thrown into huge fire..even when their families were murdered in front of them.. This is what the human spirit I like.. if you are sure, dare it, face all the challenges.. cross the limits and the obstacles of fear..

I tried to read the history, very few (negligible) historic atheists were as strong as a historic believer..

Anyway..what to do yanni.. we all are learning..