@jade03
I have read your comments, and I know you tried helping; and I thank you for that.
Like I said before, I know that it will take a long time; and i'm prepared to wait for as long as it takes.

@Ripcord
Thats true, it is considered rude judging people in europe; but that doesnt mean it doesnt happen :P
The bad thing about europe is that arabs have a bad image,and I see that reflecting on me every day.
As a arab living in a completely liberal country, the people here say and think whatever they please; nothing is taboo. Which also means you are confronted by things you rather not want to hear.