@ equinox - I dont see my self as a judgmental kind of persn, . :)). Its just that even if I wanted to make friends, Id never met people aside from my officemates..

@zamrul - why?

@sraxa - i think you just hit the perfect explanation for why I have this kind of feeling or problem..Maybe Im realy depressed, and its already part of me...how sad to here that..Maybe I should really try doing things alone,.thanks for your advise.

@Molten - thanks.atleast now Im confident that Im still Normal.hahaha