but I'd have got all that and then some, from both my mom and dad, if I at your age, did what you did. Never repeat your mistake again, do all you can to be the best son ever and try to get a grown up who's advises your dad will heed, to talk to your dad as to the dangers and negativeness of beating kids,brutaly. Some parents are sadly very ignorant in that aspect and need counselling. And swear to yourself that you will never beat and kick your own kids ever,but instead chose other affecting but non violent ways of disciplined them justly.