ur not alone, i feel exactly the same way at times! but we just have to LEARN to DEAL with whatever we have and make the MOST out of it! afterall, letting ur self conquered by emptiness could only lead u to depression and frustration which is no good at all!

"WHAT DO U REALLY WANT IN LIFE?" i guess that's the most important question that you have to figure out first for urself to answer why you're feeling that way. from there, u will know what to do to get rid of that negative feeling.

cheer up!^_^