its so funny but i actually ask this question even at times when it is clear that many people are facing similar or even worse situation... one of them would be when i cannot find space in the masjid for prayer and have to pray outside in this humid weather.... though there are plenty people praying with me outside the masjid... still in my head at times it asks "why only me"... though the reason is clearly my fault that i did not plan to arrive early like the others praying outside with me.

the lesson i learned ... is that such questions come only in despair and not in joy.... so it should be from the outcast satan trying to depress me for nothing could be better than what has already happened... unless i didnt try enuf.