im sorry tatzkie.. maybe tihs is the effect of what happened to me,, coz i didnt expect to be off loaded.. all i know is to present the doc and i go board,, coz its my first time to try out of the country.. maybe i got trauma on what i experienced on the airport.. thats why im asking of others opinion on who do i solve it or lets say how i can over come my discouragement..

but then tnx for ur tym,, atlis i caught your attention in my thread.. peace yo..!! goodluck to me on sunday.. :)