milyky_barkid i have to deal with as soon as i can and have to accept that "change" is inevitable...it's either you let go and let lose or wallow on things that suppose to be not worthy of our time..i must admit that i'm hurt but it's the process of thing called life that i must faced in order to be renewed again..in order to be whole again..it's my responsibility for myself to put the broken and shattered pieces of me again..