In fact every now and then many of us have our "anti social" "wallow in self pity" moments. Its quite normal and provided you are not doing anything self destructive just be patient and Inshallah such moments will pass by soon. Remember the saying "idle minds are the devils workshops" or as we Muslims are taught "Satan attacks the loner" so try to go out more often and make new friends. Meanwhile for virtual companions you have QLers..what better way to fix a bad mood than log into QL? er...sometimes!