Hi Guys.. Upon reading the thread, i am grateful having you around last night even in I-networking only. Thank u all for the encouragements and advise.. Im thinking of ways too how can i stop this.. Im fed up and yes, i should not allow things beyond my worth..

I am ok now.. I need to because i have work..

I cannot open this kind of topic to my family and close friends,I dont know, maybe i am ashamed. But thanks to QL i am slowly opening what i feel inside and take good advises.