I probably do not also deserve to have a lottery win, but I will take it anyway.

I mean I would take what was offered, but I am not wanting to 'disappear' maybe too stressful. I was just saying (maybe it was over your head) humorlessly that you can take advantage of the system quite at will and even 'disappear' and be safe.

I did not say I 'deserve' the handouts, I don't know where you got that from (I can teach English also maybe) I just said that if it is allowed by the policy of the british government I would certainly take it thank you.

Sorry if not clear, hope you understand what I am trying to say.