see,people are still finding fault with me....nobody except a sensible few actually answered the questions.guess they have no answers themselves.it's alright....quite understandable.i hope this thread has at least served the purpose of being food for thought....as in asking certain questions to oneself.

"You are never alone or helpless. The force that guides the stars guides you too.”
~ Amrta Shrii Shrii Anandamurti(Indian born Guru, 1921-1990)