ok, maybe it is DEPRESSION cuz evryone is answerin about it...

DEPRESSION....yup i can relate on that since i was DEPRESSED way way back then....years.... been depressed for almost half year 8 years ago, did not care for anything or for anybody even for myself because of family problem or the thing you called separation or finally realized your husband of more than 5 years is not normal...DEPRESSION it takes a lot of courage and strength to come out of it... AND FAITH IN GOD...

BUT you are also not normal if you are not depress sometimes. It means it is part of your life, it depends on what or which level you are into depression...