im nt looking for sympathy..remember my topic is under advice n help..doesnt mean i need sympathy...and ure nt helping at all duhh..and i dont need ur help..or advice mb its only gud for u n cannot practice it on homo sapiens..and who are u to judge my life while ur life sucks??..this is normal..u also been through this b4..so..its up to anyone on how to handle it..find their own pleasure..the way to make theirself feel better..and this is one of d way that make me feel better..u have a problem with that?? duuhh