I know what you mean.. you don't sound stupid.. just learn to stop thinking about it like the rest of us singletons over the age of 30! I reckon I'll be a mad old woman in a big old farmhouse with lots of cats.. but, I'll be happy:)

There are plenty of singles 'our' age out there.. you just can't force it.

'Happiness is like a butterfly, the more you chase it, the more it will allude you...' (gay, but true:))