I think about this all the time..it is natural i guess...

however, i found out that if time goes back i would still repeat same mistakes...

i made a mistake for the first time and i stopped doing it because i tried it and paid for it..if i did not try it i would not know what it costs..so i would commit it at some points in time..

it is to stay that some mistakes if not all are meant to be! this is what gives me peace of mind..